Sep 2008 is the 1st time i really fully hands on in managing a team of processors to run the show for india, PH, INdo, Sri Lanka and some more its the 1st Fiscal qtr closing in the new fiscal year. When i was 1st being informed by my ex-TL that i am assigned to run the show, i was full of excitement and expectations on what will/is going to happen.
Turn up, the reality was not as bad i initially imagined. My group, though only 4 processors are skilled in all programs, they were quite tolerant to my re-assigning, and re-assigning and more assign & re-assigning. heng ah .. they were oso very co-operative and helpful, unlike the other special grp, who complain n complain and slack n slack ..bt after midnite on fri, there was a bit of hitchup coz 1 big deal was overlooked by me and 1 processor, but heng we managed to salvage the situation with guidance from the new Manager on board. Stayed till 330am in the office and next day (sat) woke at 10am+ den went JB...
bought a new specs for my hubby, he got new haircut n i got 3 pairs of new ear-rings and 2 stomach full of HK foodies and seafood home ..oh ya and 3 new blue big dices. . haha
den sun sleep till 9am den woke up by FIL to go eat bfast .. was dozing on the car on the way there n back hm .. den finally climb to my bed n zzz again till 2pm den woke up coz hungry again . .. den went to MIL hse eat lunch den pplayed chinese chess half way den went to sign up for viwawa n played viwawa with my hub n SIL .. haha so fun .. den 4pm+ play real mj with my BIL .. den lost $30+ .. wow .. gunner for the day ..
den 1030pm went to bed again .. den this morning almost oversleep again .. den drag myself to work again ..
wed faster come ok ...
Monday, September 29, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
So tiring
juz finish meeting my cousins on sat for lunch .. den celebrating my mum bdae on sunday, no time to post the photos up anywhere yet den next wkend is my frd wedding n i going to be the mc, den following wkend going to macau den another wkend is colleague wedding again den mthend closing again @ work .. so pack .. so busy so tiring .. when is my scheduler coming to a pause for breather??
juz gave u a short updates bah .. hehe..
sat: cousin gathering -> tok alot of craps and being " harassed" by the mj king coz i didnt turn up for her baby daug full month celebration .. but i got sent rep go leh ..ie my hubby.. this is the best factor abt marriage .. when u r so tied up, u still got a "somebody" to help u attend such functions.. haha my shadow .. or i am his shadow?..
sun: mum bdae ... early morning go be garang guni den lunch hurrily bath & pack my bro laptop den go fetch my parents go sis hse. .den help sis prepare. .den eat den play chinese chess. .. hahaa gave my hubby a bit sweat .. he din knew my strategy is so good even though i nver play b4 .. coz i am born cunning .. hahaa den evening send my parents hm den setup the laptop for my mum den brought the spoilt pc hm @ toh guan
mon till today, work n work n work n complain n complain n more complains .. rushing every1, every1 rushing.. which is which??? i oso confuse le ...
so long till this wkend den blog again .. if i manage to keep my eyes open .. but 1 good ting to annouce is .. my "fasting" coming to an end soooooooooooooooooooooon!
so looking fwd to end my fasting..
juz gave u a short updates bah .. hehe..
sat: cousin gathering -> tok alot of craps and being " harassed" by the mj king coz i didnt turn up for her baby daug full month celebration .. but i got sent rep go leh ..ie my hubby.. this is the best factor abt marriage .. when u r so tied up, u still got a "somebody" to help u attend such functions.. haha my shadow .. or i am his shadow?..
sun: mum bdae ... early morning go be garang guni den lunch hurrily bath & pack my bro laptop den go fetch my parents go sis hse. .den help sis prepare. .den eat den play chinese chess. .. hahaa gave my hubby a bit sweat .. he din knew my strategy is so good even though i nver play b4 .. coz i am born cunning .. hahaa den evening send my parents hm den setup the laptop for my mum den brought the spoilt pc hm @ toh guan
mon till today, work n work n work n complain n complain n more complains .. rushing every1, every1 rushing.. which is which??? i oso confuse le ...
so long till this wkend den blog again .. if i manage to keep my eyes open .. but 1 good ting to annouce is .. my "fasting" coming to an end soooooooooooooooooooooon!
so looking fwd to end my fasting..
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Compare, 2 Different Worlds
actually this thought has been drifting in my mind for years and i still dont have an ans to the strange but unique and happy relationship that i am sharing with that someone out there. ..how on earth can 2 very different personalities pple become the best friends for donkey yrs?! .. hehe i have a very special friend in my heart. ocassionally forget her, ocassionally remember her, ocassionally so mad at her for her choices but ocassionally still run to her whenever i am feeling down.
she was my sec sch schmate, my primary sch schmate, we shared the same ECA in sec sch, her core was a librarian, my core was netball, but our sub ECA are prefects .. though later i end up in jc while she still doing her N O levels, we still kept in touch during the jc yrs when my other 1 hasnt appear in my life.
conincidently her auntie is my auntie frd coz my frd sis n cousin enrolled in the same primary sch as my cousins so my cousins and her sis n cousins knew each other as well ..wow small small world and during our sch holidays, her sis, auntie n herself would help my uncle in his business in helping him do packing etc ... n earn some pocket $$ .. den when i go to uni, she started poly n working ..
we lost touch for dont know how long .. den we even haf some miscommunications when my other one appeared in my life coz i felt i was neglecting her .. or rather i tot she is neglecting me .. or .. aiya dont know wat happen .. i only vaguely remember i cried or get upset bcoz i couldnt handle a friendship n relationship at the same time .. then later the usual stuff happen .. i ditched my friendship for relationship, we lost touch until i changed my job from suntec to west coast ..
den this frd oso working around west coast den we met n talk again during lunch and get back together again until now. now i dont work at west coast but we occasionally met up for mj sessions .. ya i knew i am uqiting mj .. den why start it again? .. coz i dont know wat else can i do if i dun mj .. haha and of coz thank god didnt forget her ... fate gave her a bf .. n tings are looking good for her .. getting married soon coz she finally got her deg so can start saving up.
why i would say we are very different is because i like to go out into the sun while her hobbies are very indoor type .. like cooking la, shopping la, eat birdnest la .. me .. i prefer to eat macdonalds, kfc, go sentosa, get myself tan, learn new sports.. even go holidays i oso go on impulse .. while she plan n plan for the holidays ..
to me, she's always the more rational person whil i am the impulsive type who just do wat i like, how i feel, i go by my heart, she go by her brain.. very different hoh .. if u bully me, i will fight back n bite u back double or triple, if u bully her, then she will juz curse n swear behind u den tats it .. den carry on with her life .. and best is .. even in appearance we are so different ..
she looks great n beautiful with short or long hairs .. i can only keep my hairs long to prevent pple from mistaking me as tomboy or lesbian .. she's skinny and all dresses fit her while i lost weight by 1% and gain by 100% .. hahaa .. so i am fat, she is thin. but i tink we have 2 tings in common - a) shopping, b) negative thinkings ... tats all .. haha
i dont love to cook n i cant cook .. she can cook n she cooks very well esp those very difficult tings like crab la .. fish with head la .. i can only manage those fish w/o head n tail type .. u know which type rite ..although i tried to pick up cooking when during my initial mths of marriage, i gave it up coz the before cook n after cooking preparation is too much for me to bear .. sian man .. rather eat out ..
i often try to find a similarity btwn 2 of us but i nver manage to find it. and i am often against her ideas and suggestions .. but i always run back to her when i need suggestions and ideas .. and when feeling moody esp after the mj queen got preg and i still cant ..and she still totally understand how i feel.
i dont know how will our friendship become yrs down the road when we start our own family, will we be as close as ever or we will drift apart, but just wan to say this ..
you r the best gal .. too bad i am not a les .. wahahaaa
she was my sec sch schmate, my primary sch schmate, we shared the same ECA in sec sch, her core was a librarian, my core was netball, but our sub ECA are prefects .. though later i end up in jc while she still doing her N O levels, we still kept in touch during the jc yrs when my other 1 hasnt appear in my life.
conincidently her auntie is my auntie frd coz my frd sis n cousin enrolled in the same primary sch as my cousins so my cousins and her sis n cousins knew each other as well ..wow small small world and during our sch holidays, her sis, auntie n herself would help my uncle in his business in helping him do packing etc ... n earn some pocket $$ .. den when i go to uni, she started poly n working ..
we lost touch for dont know how long .. den we even haf some miscommunications when my other one appeared in my life coz i felt i was neglecting her .. or rather i tot she is neglecting me .. or .. aiya dont know wat happen .. i only vaguely remember i cried or get upset bcoz i couldnt handle a friendship n relationship at the same time .. then later the usual stuff happen .. i ditched my friendship for relationship, we lost touch until i changed my job from suntec to west coast ..
den this frd oso working around west coast den we met n talk again during lunch and get back together again until now. now i dont work at west coast but we occasionally met up for mj sessions .. ya i knew i am uqiting mj .. den why start it again? .. coz i dont know wat else can i do if i dun mj .. haha and of coz thank god didnt forget her ... fate gave her a bf .. n tings are looking good for her .. getting married soon coz she finally got her deg so can start saving up.
why i would say we are very different is because i like to go out into the sun while her hobbies are very indoor type .. like cooking la, shopping la, eat birdnest la .. me .. i prefer to eat macdonalds, kfc, go sentosa, get myself tan, learn new sports.. even go holidays i oso go on impulse .. while she plan n plan for the holidays ..
to me, she's always the more rational person whil i am the impulsive type who just do wat i like, how i feel, i go by my heart, she go by her brain.. very different hoh .. if u bully me, i will fight back n bite u back double or triple, if u bully her, then she will juz curse n swear behind u den tats it .. den carry on with her life .. and best is .. even in appearance we are so different ..
she looks great n beautiful with short or long hairs .. i can only keep my hairs long to prevent pple from mistaking me as tomboy or lesbian .. she's skinny and all dresses fit her while i lost weight by 1% and gain by 100% .. hahaa .. so i am fat, she is thin. but i tink we have 2 tings in common - a) shopping, b) negative thinkings ... tats all .. haha
i dont love to cook n i cant cook .. she can cook n she cooks very well esp those very difficult tings like crab la .. fish with head la .. i can only manage those fish w/o head n tail type .. u know which type rite ..although i tried to pick up cooking when during my initial mths of marriage, i gave it up coz the before cook n after cooking preparation is too much for me to bear .. sian man .. rather eat out ..
i often try to find a similarity btwn 2 of us but i nver manage to find it. and i am often against her ideas and suggestions .. but i always run back to her when i need suggestions and ideas .. and when feeling moody esp after the mj queen got preg and i still cant ..and she still totally understand how i feel.
i dont know how will our friendship become yrs down the road when we start our own family, will we be as close as ever or we will drift apart, but just wan to say this ..
you r the best gal .. too bad i am not a les .. wahahaaa
Thursday, September 04, 2008
Gone with the wind - Byebye!
pple leave for the greener grass, this is wat i always tink when i knew there is somebody who resign in my job. but then is it really the greener grass that drove pple away or its the "perceived" greener grass thats why they left or its becoz of other reasons like not happie with existing colleagues or other work related reason? well, i left 2 jobs previously becoz (1st job) unhappie with colleagues - only 7 pple in the small tiny company oso wan to play office politics with each other.. why?!!, (2nd job) unhappie abt china boss being biased and ex-superior - my efforts were not recognised but dimished and stepped on but i loved the job alot but i still left. (3rd job) .. under wat circumstances will i leave here? i will let u know when the time comes, but not for now.
ok my team mate left yesterday, last day. 515pm dropped an email to the whole group and tell us today is the last day, pls take care .. i wanted to tell her .. yes we will take very good care with u not ard to mess tings up. i cant say she is a trouble maker but she is not a peace lover as well .. a gossip monger .. an extremist helpful gal for all the wrong reasons. i cant hate her coz this is her personality but she also refused to be guided, so i nver get along with her even though yesterday was her last day, my attitude stays the same.
I am who i am. i wont be ur friend just becoz today is ur last day. To me, if i can smile at u .. then i have no hate-ship towards u. but if i walk pass u n look elsewhere .. u know where u shld be placed on my "shelf". so last day, leave for the better or for the worse? nobody knows and she wont say so i dont bother to ask and know.
i m just so frank, so i have very little friends. really very little friends .. but quantity does not impact me becoz i go for sincerity. tats me. happy or sad, see it in my face and tone. this is still me ..
harlow SU BAOFANG!
ok my team mate left yesterday, last day. 515pm dropped an email to the whole group and tell us today is the last day, pls take care .. i wanted to tell her .. yes we will take very good care with u not ard to mess tings up. i cant say she is a trouble maker but she is not a peace lover as well .. a gossip monger .. an extremist helpful gal for all the wrong reasons. i cant hate her coz this is her personality but she also refused to be guided, so i nver get along with her even though yesterday was her last day, my attitude stays the same.
I am who i am. i wont be ur friend just becoz today is ur last day. To me, if i can smile at u .. then i have no hate-ship towards u. but if i walk pass u n look elsewhere .. u know where u shld be placed on my "shelf". so last day, leave for the better or for the worse? nobody knows and she wont say so i dont bother to ask and know.
i m just so frank, so i have very little friends. really very little friends .. but quantity does not impact me becoz i go for sincerity. tats me. happy or sad, see it in my face and tone. this is still me ..
harlow SU BAOFANG!
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Progress of my Dieting
no big progress is all i can say, still stuck at 61kg even though i have cut down on lunchs and breakfast, guess the remaining fats on my body need to be shed during excercises and workouts. But i havent been hitting the squash court since a week ago .. the wkend tat juz past, i was crouching at my parents hse and hitting the shelves off NTUC ... buying groceries for my mum's hse and playing mj with my bro/sis-in-law. i tink i shld be glad that i did not gain any significant weight during the wkend tat juz past bcoz i ate 3 meals, 2 small 1 big .. oops .. felt so sinful on monday i confided in my peers @work. reallie leh ..wkend at home so often and still meeting in-laws for breakfast n they kept asking us to go up for meals, how to avoid the meals .. i dun eat, my significant one still got to eat lei .. so i ate 2-3mouthful. haha
today have a bad time getting off my cosy bed and to perk myself up, i decided to skip my daily lunch milk for a macdonald sausage muffin which i already ate half in the morning before coming to work. the other half for today lunch :) a change from the usual milk. been feeding myself with 1 packet of low fat milk for the past 5 working days last week. a switch today can make me more motivated tomorrow :p
den yest nite went for a jog around my hse field .. ran 3rounds den call it quits coz my whole body n legs are itching.. i hate jogging bcoz i itch every time i jog. the last i stop itching was i ran with my bro yrs ago .. when i was in jc den i stop doing tat when i went to uni coz he moved out to live on his own. so now is my significant one to motivate me liao .. can see he trying his best to motivate me .. and i always nver fail to bully him. How good it is to fall in love and excercise at the same time... kekekekeeee hahaaaa
hmm so tonite i am going for my facial, then dinner with my significant one, then another 3rounds of jogging? depends lo .. if i ate dinner at 8pm, how to jog at 9pm? have to wait till 2hrs later which is 10pm den i will hit the sack at 11pm-12am? no way la ..tml how to get off my bed??!!! nvm .. let tings fall naturally bah.
recently i am trying to cultivate myself to be less of a control freak. i felt that i am controlling too much tings and being a pest to others. so i hope i can be less controlling and be happier in return. i do not feel happie when i am in control so i cam trying to control less or dun control at all and be happier. all bcoz of a recent incident at work, thats why i am trying to change my way of life and handling. its unhapi event so i dun intend to pen it down for future reconciliations.
watever i am penciling it down here, i want to be able to re-read it yrs or mths or days down the road and be happie and remember them, so no unhappie posting here ...
mooncake festival coming in 2 weeks time, was tinking if i shld hold a family gathering @ toh guan hse and ask my family members and my significant one's family to join. however i held 1 during mummy's day tis yr but his family dun wan to come down, so end up he celebrated with my mum n my family. i am so afraid his family tis time round dun wan to join again.. i often wonder why are they so inferior? why dont they wan to join me n my family and have fun? senior citizens can still sit together and talk and have fun mah, why muz die die be only ur family or my family can be present? .. totally dun understand .. wats the rationale behind? in short - "wats ur problem". haiz .. fan .. fan fan .. yrs down the road, if i have a child and my child create his/her own family nucleus, i will wan to join them, but who knows, maybe my child wont wan me to join .. haha ya lo .. i have been toking abt "yrs down the road" in this posting so often .. am i aging... alamak .. dun wan .................... i am forever young, 18yrs old!
today have a bad time getting off my cosy bed and to perk myself up, i decided to skip my daily lunch milk for a macdonald sausage muffin which i already ate half in the morning before coming to work. the other half for today lunch :) a change from the usual milk. been feeding myself with 1 packet of low fat milk for the past 5 working days last week. a switch today can make me more motivated tomorrow :p
den yest nite went for a jog around my hse field .. ran 3rounds den call it quits coz my whole body n legs are itching.. i hate jogging bcoz i itch every time i jog. the last i stop itching was i ran with my bro yrs ago .. when i was in jc den i stop doing tat when i went to uni coz he moved out to live on his own. so now is my significant one to motivate me liao .. can see he trying his best to motivate me .. and i always nver fail to bully him. How good it is to fall in love and excercise at the same time... kekekekeeee hahaaaa
hmm so tonite i am going for my facial, then dinner with my significant one, then another 3rounds of jogging? depends lo .. if i ate dinner at 8pm, how to jog at 9pm? have to wait till 2hrs later which is 10pm den i will hit the sack at 11pm-12am? no way la ..tml how to get off my bed??!!! nvm .. let tings fall naturally bah.
recently i am trying to cultivate myself to be less of a control freak. i felt that i am controlling too much tings and being a pest to others. so i hope i can be less controlling and be happier in return. i do not feel happie when i am in control so i cam trying to control less or dun control at all and be happier. all bcoz of a recent incident at work, thats why i am trying to change my way of life and handling. its unhapi event so i dun intend to pen it down for future reconciliations.
watever i am penciling it down here, i want to be able to re-read it yrs or mths or days down the road and be happie and remember them, so no unhappie posting here ...
mooncake festival coming in 2 weeks time, was tinking if i shld hold a family gathering @ toh guan hse and ask my family members and my significant one's family to join. however i held 1 during mummy's day tis yr but his family dun wan to come down, so end up he celebrated with my mum n my family. i am so afraid his family tis time round dun wan to join again.. i often wonder why are they so inferior? why dont they wan to join me n my family and have fun? senior citizens can still sit together and talk and have fun mah, why muz die die be only ur family or my family can be present? .. totally dun understand .. wats the rationale behind? in short - "wats ur problem". haiz .. fan .. fan fan .. yrs down the road, if i have a child and my child create his/her own family nucleus, i will wan to join them, but who knows, maybe my child wont wan me to join .. haha ya lo .. i have been toking abt "yrs down the road" in this posting so often .. am i aging... alamak .. dun wan .................... i am forever young, 18yrs old!
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