wats for dinner?

my dear son went to zz at 545pm again .. all thanks to my dear hubby who startled dear son twice in roll, thats why dear son zz so late .. haiz so now dinner will nid to be postpone as well as i have finish cooking all the rice at home .. so have to settle dinner outside and have to wait till dear son is awake then we will be eating supper n not dinner ..

today is not such a boring day though there isnt much activities going on coz time flies. woke up at 930am, pump some bm then feed son then left home went bt batok for mac bf then went to philips securites then went ntuc then went shell pump $1 petrol then head home then cook lunch then mop floor then bath then now settle dwn to blog n play fb.

getting topic-less liao coz everyday is juz another day when i m at home with son. everyday wake up, feed him, play with him, tink of new nursery songs to sing to him then nite time hubby come home then find dinner then zz liao ..

tink when go back work, there will be a lot of tings to blog again coz confirm alot of gossips to blog abt .. haha but got time or not is another ting .. quite mix feeling abt going back to office to work.

today 1st time tried the entire new i nuovi make up set which i bought from sa sa HV. very happy with the end results coz everything is so matching.. been a super long time since i last change my foundation tone .. hehe so i will be more motivated to make up everyday .. i wish ..

k la .. thats all for now .. wats for dinner? depends wat time dear son wake up n wat food is available outside .. mee goreng? prata? chong pang nasi lemak? taiwan porridge?

woman's mind is hard to read, OLD woman's mind is even harder to read.

today i took out the pink ribbon which my MIL placed on my plant, so irritating, as and when she is happy she will come down to water my plants, if not happy then dont water them, one fine day she was so happy that she came down to 1 of my potted plant n pin 1 ribbon on it .. argh .. wat the hack is on her mind .. woman's mind is hard enuff to read, an old woman's mind is even harder to read .. so sian of her hot n cold treatment .. yest she called my hubby to say he got a lot of letters, ask him go up take but bcoz my son was very grouchy so he said he will go up tonite to take the letters. . after he was off the line, he said why cant she bring dwn .. ya lo  .. i couldnt agree more with him .. why cant she bring them dwn for us??!! so weird .. wat exactly does she wans from us and wat is she tinking? sometimes she is happy mood, she will brew soup n bring dwn for us, sometimes she overcook, she ask her daug/son to ring us ask us if we going up to eat when in fact she already overcook but scare my FIL scold, so ask us if we going up. since already overcook then juz command us go up eat lo .. no nid purposely ask us going up to eat or not.

and she is watching when our windows close n open day in day out .. not tiring meh to keep monitoring us? the same goes for my FIL. if 1 day he come back from work n find our windows close earlier, he will ask us go out wat time, go where.. sometimes they at nite come back earlier frm their ktv session they will ask us so early come back arh .. then came home late like 10pm+ then will comment u all so late still lights on arh .. wat are they trying to find out from us?? what does it matter when i on my lights or close my windows?? so frustrating!!! wat do they expect us to do from the way they are asking us qns like that ..

and my hubby does not wan to be unfilial so always ans their qns though his attitude is also getting a bit bad with time coz they keep asking n asking .. give us a break!

really dont know how to react to their qns and sometimes hot n cold treatment. cold treament when we dont bring our son up on wkday nites, on wkends, when we MIA for 1 wk then when we go up, they will comment .. oh back from overseas liao ah? come out from jb eat lunch ah?? wah lau ..thats why no matter wat i will try my best not to go up for meals. so mentally torturing .. wat type of parents are they behaving? childish parents?

my hubby has been eyeing condo tis 2 wks since our last big fight over their parents 2 wks ago .. i dun care move to condo or not .. but juz feel like moving away from them .. condo or not, doesnt matter, live in sengkang oso good .. our 5yrs is coming soon .. then we can sell our flat. . but by then the mkt rate for flat will be much higher n we might not be able to afford.. haiz i truely regret buying this flat though location is good, amenities are nearby, flat is good .. but upstrs in law no good n they will nver move out from here, so only we can move. . haiz .. where to find such good flat, good amenities elsewhere??

so regret .. wat should i do but REN lo ..

5 days in a row

today is a warm sunny windy day and a good day to be out shopping but i am stuck at home with dear son and husband. after dear son arrive i notice that my hubby dun like to go out anymore. he only wan to be at home with dear son, so boring life. but i can understand why he dun like to go out coz he has been out of home every day for 5 consecutive days to office while i have been stuck at home for 5 days in a row looking after son. our contrast is so big now that we have big fights for the past 2 wkends. haiz.

so i spend my lonely wkdays when my dear son is sleeping either on watching tv programmes or surfing net and playing fb .. if dear son is awake then i will talk to him or play with him.

going to start work on 9 nov .. dear son will be look after by the babysitter who lives on 1st storey in the same blk as me. hope babysitter will be nice to my dear son, dun bully him.

How is my fitness regime?

haha sad to say very unsuccessfully trying to get fit and then feeding myself wif my food after excercise. . how to lose weight like tat?

went to c Dr Feredick Goh on Wed for my long lasting cough n he gave me 2 days MC to stay at home and i already applied 1day off in lieu on friday, so i got to rest for 5days in row .. so how have i been spending them?

Wed: went for pedicure @ IMM
Thu: went bank to check out current deposit interests and met colleagues for lunch coz its my nu er sue lin bdae lunch .. then evening time went to Bt Batok to have a 6 laps swim .. wow .. felt so fit after tat but strained my arm muscles coz din warm up properly..den met this very good guy who let me in coz i forget to bring $$ but later when yilong came to fetch me, i return the $$ to him. hehe so nice guy, or i will have walked in vain.
Fri: do hsework lo .. haha felt so bad mum came over to help me with the washing clothes so today decided to wash the remaining clothes with the washing machine. nite time meeting yilong & his colleagues go havelock tian xia di yi shua for steamboat buffet @ $15 per pax .. wow .. eat again..
Sat: intend to go sentosa but saw on tv tat the ch8 artists are going tml as well to Palawan beach then i dun felt like going anymore leh .. haha

1 yr is coming to an end

its so funny re-reading the blog which i wrote almost a yr ago and so many things have changed over the past yr. it is almost 1 yr since u last blog and yes i have started my own family during this past 11 mths and a cute adorable new life has come to my house. he is call jun jie coz we wan him in future to be handsome and outstanding. he is now 2mths+, going to be 3mths coming 30 Oct.

yes time flies. i was demoted to be an assistant pencil lead and i excel in my job and did exactly wat i wrote previously - slog my guts out, dun care wat others say. office is still as messy with a re-org every 3mths, this did not change despite me away for 3mths for maternity and i will b going bk to work coming 9 nov. dont know wat to expect.

and my dear little son will be taken care of by the babysitter which we hired staying on the same block as us but on 1st storey. worried .. very worried.. coz she is not pro-breast feeding n i worry my son will not be fed breast milk as much as i want. but there's nth i can do, i need the salary to keep my family n parents going. w/o my contribution, everything will come to dead stale and i cant spend as i wish.

for the past 11mths, i tried to convince my parents come my hse stay, but it was a fruitless effort, they moved back immediately after the kitchen renovation was done. din even stayed till 2009 CNY. haiz wat a failure!!!

my brother drifted further apart from us and might be closing dwn his office coming dec 09. he is resentful to my sisters for failing to contribute to my parents income and only the 2 of us are contributing. i am also very resentful towards them. but beside feeling resentful abt tis, wat else can i do? so i decide to channel my unhappiness to spending more time with my parents and bringing my son back as much as i can. watever my sisters and brother cant do, i can only try my best to make it up to my parents in terms of quantity time spent with them.

mum went for a thyroid op in late sep n is now recovering at home. hopefully her health is back on track n both of my parents will live a long long life. dad is still diabetic, my rship with in laws are still very strain. their concern for me is still hot n cold, but the concern for their grandson has warm till desert hot since his arrival. i am grateful for their love for him. watever mummy cant get, at least he got it, so i m grateful they start to like my son.

my rship with my hubby juz break last wkend due to the continous strains from the in law and unhappiness of myself keep having to coup at home n nt able to fulfil my plans as planned. i believe our rship will cont to be so strainful n tiring n 1 day it will juz break forever. tis was wat we foresee during our pre-marriage course 3yrs ago. we r coming to our 4th yr marriage since 19 nov 05 (rom). 3 yrs since we lived together (19 nov 06) and then .. ? like that lo .. any more sparks in our life? i doubt so liao.. thats fast hoh . for the chemistry to be on vanishing ends ..haiz