new add on to the new work desk!!

41days and still so fat!!!

i talked about losing weight back in April when i knew i was going to be my frd's wedding MC ... and then so many mths down the road, i am still so fat ... but the brighter side is i am not gaining weight but i am not losing it either .. then how to squeeze into pretty nice dresses??

so sianz. no determination, not enough workouts, so lazy and undiscipline. watever la, all talk no use. boring.. today i am skipping my lunch and intend to skip dinner as well, this is super mal-nutrition but hack care already .. i am slim down and i am going for jogs below my flat tonite and 100 situps .. haha ok all talk no work makes jack a dumb boy. . ya i know .. haha but juz let me cont to talk or how do i pass this lonely lunch hour leh?

today saw jetstar has this very attractive air tix promo, to travel by 30Nov. Morning was juz discussing with HIM where shld we go to celebrate our 2nd anniversary. Last yr we went genting, then this yr? going to get cheaper rite .. coz we plan to go JP in early Jan next yr, but go early Jan weather so cold, buy wat clothes?! should go around hmm ..may? sunny weather, same as singapore then the clothings more applicable. but my frd who went n came back said they spent a lot on food .. and very little on clothes..will i oso be like tat? dont know la .. from now till next yr may alot of tings can happen and deter our plans but plans will always be plans .. subject to changes are call plans.

nvm lo, cont to plan lo ..i am sneezing again, office air is quite lousy even though my work space is more or less settle, hope the whole air system gets better coming mid-sep where the reno will be completed. . hopefully lo ..

so do i sound negative today?

New Hairdo to welcome a new work desk

hey hey, check out my new hair do .. hehe went to cut a lot of layers off my long shapeless hair .. so now got more volume and my head looked biggeR!



and here's my new work desk, very big and spacious, but i took from the side so maybe not so obvious. But its really very empty for now la .. cant guarantee 3 days down the road, wat will happen .. hehe

den u ask me why so free to blog? aiya bcoz my MIL cooked alot yest so packed some food home lo, another reason is to save $$, why save? coz my frd wedding coming up in early oct, nid to buy new dress and make up and style hairs, all nid $$. But i am not sure how much i can actually save, so just save a bit is a bit lo .. hehe

recently feeling abit moody and some mood swings, so when i reach hm, i dont feel like doing anyting else except zzz .. i just wan to lie on my bed and tink of none .. and then go to sleep until next morning my hubby woke me up at 7am .. yes i am a self-declared pig, i admit .... putting myself in my hubby's shoes, i dont know why he can tink so thousand and millions of tings to do and making himself so tiring every day when he reaches home .. weirdy ..by being busy then show they are useful? really dont wan to know the real reason oso .. in case he said .. " i am so busy bcoz my wife very lazy, every nite go hm only sleep .."

then how? ... dont know la .. just dont disturb me ..

What have you been doing??

so long didnt blog liao .. yest came across my sis in law's blog den realised that its time i start blogging again, but i started questioning myself .. wat should i blog about? blog abt my daily activities or blog about my inner feelings? if i blog abt my inner feelings then every1 will know how i feel but if i blog abt general tings, i felt very meaningless and empty inside .. gosh .. so hateful - to blog or not to blog.

anyway lets generalize for this time round.

hmm 8aug-10aug i jointly opened a chalet @ eAst coast Island Resort with my father in law, hubby, bro & sis in law. Was a bit disappointed during planning stage bcoz i wanted my frds to pay me for the bbq food but my FIL was against it so much he told my hubby n my MIL and god knows who else .. sianz ... k lo .. swallow my pride, take back my words, told all my frds not to pay me for bbq food .. heng end up i did not paid a lot for the chalet n food.. else i will curse n swear to my teddy bear!

on Day1 my Microsoft colleagues were so nice, they all took PM half day leaves except lynn to come to my chalet for bbq and cycling!!! wow .. wat more can i ask for .. so nice colleagues ever since i started my working life.

**** they are my bestest friends for-NOW ****

even though i am "displeased" at all times with them ... hahaa .. den we played some games .. haha and poor alice was fined with 3 papayas during the multiple2,3,4,5 .. den we played mystery number and i was forced to down 2 small cups of Baileys .. yucks!! .. pure baileys are so awful .. but lance more ke lian .. he downed 1 cup of pure Rose syrup .. hahaa den its time for them to sayonara .. coz they going to watch mummy .. my nite ends with 2 mj sessions tat lasted till 545am next day.

Day2 starts with a big knock on the door at 10am!!! sicko .. which idiot come so early to the chalet .. harlow .. check in time for them should be 3pm mah .. hahaa not meh .. so who else.. my hubby's relatives lo .. 1 very helpful n nice auntie, 1 pair of very "jia-gao-bu" (eat enough) uncle n his wife and my hubby ah ma .. sickening couple .. spoilt my bbq .. they grab and ate all my bbq food, end up my hubby, myself, MIL, BIL din eat !!!!!!!!! how sickening and unhapi i was but i cant say anything coz he is not my direct relatives, i am still an outsider, so such tings better left unsaid from my mouth ..den nite time.. i dozed off @12am .. n my hubby's frds came .. wat a bad timing .. oh ya and who came on Day2? Regile, Rosie, Alice Soo and the MJ king &Queen! .. so hapie to c them all, my hubby esp hapi to c the MJ king & queen .. haha

and day 3 ends with 930am .. pack finish, go eat mc bfast n go hm zzzzz ..

so fun chalet but tings can be better w/o the elderlys ...